HAIZ...
very sad...

at 1st i just want to have fun with my friends.
then i realise i only create more problems for myself
i purly wants to have a party tahts all.
nv expect that it will be so troublesome.
if i knew earlier.
i will have just still to my sec friends plan.
they will plan everything. i dun need worry.

now that i have my own chalet,
form booking of chalet to ordering fo bbq food etc.
all i settle.
very stress.
trying to make it good.
trying to kind of make up for my 21st birthday.
although now most things is confirmed,
BUT 1 big problem is.
no 1 is staying
if i know then in teh 1st place i will just be ordering buffet at my house.
now the chalet is booked and no1 is staying.
wasted

at 1st thought only 2nd night is bad...
only julia and me for my chalet
only yaxina and huiling for sec chalet
..
but now i realise.. 1st night is nth better.
got xuan leon me julia.
qing and ling probably not staying as ling got to work..
edith and jacky also not staying liao.
limei cant stay cause wnat study exam.
bernice not staying if there is no1 going back with her for 20th.
although xuan and leon night be going back on 20th.

seriously after knowing all the problem that suddenly arised..
i brain -blocked.
i cant think liao.
i feel so tired.
now so last min. cant find ppl to come 2nd day .
even if have ppl, no plan at all for 2nd night.
really cant think liao.
i think i need a break then come back to think abt this.
if not, i will break out.

i only have 3 days left.
and i am trying to tell myself ..
I have 3 days MORE. not that i ONLY have 3 days

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speechless.
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today we celebrate bernice birthday.. she is 18 already.
ya. 18.. the best age to be..
i feel so old. haven been seeing many candles on the cake since pass the gate of 21.
LOL

going to have a parth this year for my birthday.
kind of making up for not celebrating my 21st.
why this year then make up lei?.
dunno ...just a random reason for having a party. cause this year the date is special to me.. 20 09 2009.

Today i finally bought the facial wash and stuff.
have been going to faceshop a few times but just cant bring myself to buy. cause very 心痛 to spend so much on that.
but i finally convince myself that i should 宠一宠 pamper myself.
its abt $100+. and i get free membership for life.
LOL.

Got 1 friend told me. Gals should always be at top form.
Dress up. Touch up. Tone Up.
Although i really dunno how to do so. but i do agree to a certain extend, gals really got to look good.
But i dun agree if guys use this as an excuse to stray and like another gal.
cause then the main problem is on the guy not on the gal.
the Guy shouldnt liek the gal for just looks. or being able to look good.

a friend i know from sdu msn me again.
i regret keeping contact with him.
not that he is very bad or what. in fact he is kind enough to have plan treating me a dinner for my birthday. even b4 that. he have been asking me out for dinner and movies.
but i already say clearly the 1st time that i dun mind go out alone with guy cause its not my 1st time anyway.
just to make it clear taht just friend only.
but everytime i seems to get myself into trouble in 1 way or another.
a couple of weeks ago, we argue over on msn . he actually blame me for not free to go out with him as a friend. which i feel ridiculous at that time.
i think to myself if i had once again give wrong signal.
anyway since we argue. i thought thats the end. and its also in a way good for me. getting myself out of trouble.
but a moment ago, he msn me again. ask me to goout for dinner as my birthday treat.
its very nice of him. but... i seriously dun want to make it worse.
but i dunno how to reject.
i dun have a bf i know..
but cant i just be single?
and i seriously dun think we click.
even if just being friends, its also based on a 1st rule.. whether we click or not.
长痛不如短痛
can anyone advise me how to end this?

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Without realising it,
it have been almost 1 mth since i last update the blog.

work "started" since 27th July.
But not the actual project.
have been coming in for work though.

1st 2 weeks is practising on AVID and do our own edits.
then its national day and right after mon holiday,
we are post to diff dept to work on something else since the project we suppose to be working on has been postpone again.
i am lucky to be post here.
learn new stuff. FInally touched on FCP.
play around and practice re-doing some old edits.
learn abt the flow of a actual work/project.... etc etc

as usual, every night still go dance... ok. not every night.
every mon wed thurs sun. total of 6 classes.
tues is RCIA church class.
sat are for those exhibitions- STGCC, NATAS, COMEX, BIRTHDAY CHALETs .. etc
Left Fri night...
my only rest day and also the only available day for gathering.
depends on my work of course.
might need to work shift and stay a little bit later whenever needed.

Still happy abt it as i am doing what i wanted to do all along.
it might not last long. all depends on my luck.
but at least i have it till Nov.

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moody this week. PMS.
those who want to irritates me. please do find a better time to do so.

and YOU. .. YES YOU... if you have no choice but to cross my path. i can understand that.
BUT do not keep stepping on my tail.
And DO NOT pick up my WORDS wrongly and thought that you got it right and thinking you are REAL SMART.
DO NOT act PRO cause we know you are not.
井水不犯河水。
天下太平。

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today i went trekking with my sec friends.
yaxin huiling weiting.
very nice of yaxin and huiling to have prepare the sandwiches and the [ham cheese cucumber].
LOL. dunno what is it call.
though i dun really love cheese that much and dun like cucumber.
but she used jap cucumber[which i dun hate that much] and the cheese is not to cheesy.
tgt with ham. taste nice.
and of course yaxin's tuna sandwiches.

along the trek . we saw many animals.
the komodo?. am i right. dunno the name la..
the monkeys.
the snake.. which is kind of rare.
cause its quite a long 1.... not very fat though.
just right in front of me.. crossing the path into the leaves and grass area beside the trekking path.
i was walking infront and i realise where there is this "black strip" that moves.
LOL
then my eyes just follow the tail to the head and realise its a snake.
wahaha. i know. I very slow.
haha
dun really dare take picture.
regret.

we took another route that is a bit diff from the route that i trek b4 with TAS.
and we came out to the roads opp bukit timah shopping centre.
then we went for late lunch cum dinner at Al-ameen.
and finally- HOME SWEET HOME.

anyway, picture of the trip is uploaded to facebook. as usual..
:P

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24th july
dinner with edith and jacky @ holland v. crystal jade steamboat.
its their treat for me helping with their bridal shooting.
nice food and nice chat.
Thanks

25th july
which is today.
early morning 9am meet xuan leon bernice aaron at the jurong spring cc.
went mac for breakfast and nv went in for the BGM talk.
yong da came at around 1030am.
and its abt time that the BGM talk ends.
therefor we went up.
the admin at table say we can go in from the back door.
so we slip in.
and in just 5mins, the BGM talk ends. and they want everyone exit from the back door.
so we naturally becoem the 1st to exit too.
LOL
ya. last to go in. 1st to exit. haha
then its time to collect the free nalgene bottle.
haha. the 6 of us seems very kiasu.
actually transport is provided. haha
again we seems very kiasu.
casue we 1st to collect the nalgene so we proceed to jurong safra[kbox] in own own transport and again,
haha. we are 1st to reach.
damn funny.
the k box not even open yet.
ok. finally we all get seated in the k box room and started singing.
the k box session came with 1 free drink and klunch box too.
and also we had a surprise cake and celebration for leon birthday[ which is tmr].
Aprt from the cake.. the nalgene and k box session is only $5.
All thanks to the Jurong Spring YEC.
thanks for organizing such a fun event.
and of course thanks weiting for informing me abt this event.

after k box,
we went Jp coffee bean for a drink and chat.
and after which at 4pm, we left Jp and reach boonlay. xuna need exchange currency while i check on my bro handphone which have been sent for checking.
and guess what the shop say the phone its not there.
they question whether i did left teh phone ther in the 1st place.
please la..
in teh 1st place my bro brought the phone and haven even use. its spoil.
its our fault that we haven use it and till it over warrenty tehn sent for check.
but that also why the gal say the only thing she can help is to sent to supplier to chek what worng.
she took my number and put it inside the box. and nv give me a new receipt.
she told me might need quite long cause my case special.
so yup. i did wait a little too long. cause its almost 3 mth since then.
and today i finally went back.
but thats not teh main point.
the phone shouldnt be just missiing..
i mean they also nv give me a call back to inform me abt the phone on their respoonsibility.
NOW the phone is mysteriously missing. and tehy actually thinks i lying?. the way they look at me as if i am lying.
as if i nv leave th phone there.. totally RIDICULOUS. the phone just dissappear into thin air?
She ask me go home and give her 2 days to find the phone and if the phone is still with the supplier. tehy will get me back a new 1. but nv mention if cannot find then how..
whatever. i will wait till mon then call them again. Crazy... 莫名其妙。RiDICULOUS.
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and finally here i am, back at home.
tired.

tmr still got a trekking session with yaxin huiling and weiting.

overall its still a fun day.

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UPDATES
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9th july
Edith & Jacky Bridal shooting
Studio and Outdoor
Me being their PA- Juan Jie.

Left them and went for movie[Ice Age 3] @ PS around evening time.

10th july
Meeting with my insurance consultant.
haiz. although no $. but there are some things that still must spend on.
upgraded my policy with more illness , accidential and hospitality assurance.

11th-12th july
Pengerang trip with Sisi, huiling, nelly, gab and his friends.
get to know many new friends.

13th-17th july
planned to check out bro hp status,
go da vinci exhibition,
dinner with edith and jacky,
facial appt that i already paid for.
etc...
BUT none of it is done.

18th july.
Ballet under the stars @ fort canning with hiphoppers.
heard and knew some shocking news. but apart of that.
all of us still have fun.
and we supper at the xing wang HK cafe.
love their company. its always fun and enjoyable.

21st july.
finally went to do my facial.
as usual. sales... ask me do teh better 1 at another $$.
whatever. but i did not agree.
so she did not squeeze much of my 黑头.
but still 1st time squeeze. very pain ok.
and although she nv do a full squeeze[due to my package price] but still i end up with my face red red here and there.
but in just awhile. its fine already. so still not that bad la.

22nd july
finally went for my da vinci exhibition.
planned the time nicely. to reach at 3pm. and end at 6pm.should be enough time.
sway sway " aunt visit", need go shop buy "stuff".
wasted 30 mins.
in the end i still manage to finish the exhibition on my own pace. but with no extra time to rewalk 1 round or even to shop some of the souvenirs etc.
its quite a tight schedule.
therefore i advise those going the exhibition. to go no later than 3pm. Best timing is 2pm.

Gee -SNSD Girls Generation



PumaShock Version

today is a happy day.

i go ktv with bernice at jurong safra.
at 1st we plan go there for the k happy k student tapas promo.
but when we are there, the person say that promo is not available there as the cooking materials ,pots and pans are not ready yet.
so we say nvm. then we go ahead with teh normal package which is $13++ for 2-7pm.
but they charge us $11.50++ which is till 5pm only caus ethey say got quite alot of booking for today.
but nvm in the end we sing till 6pm. total cost $19.10
our room number is 20.
the room is very big. i nv notice it till bernice mention it..
she said: " hey, 1st time i get this big room with just 2 person"
haha. by then, i realise.. :oh ya hor.
She very funny and cute as usual.
Had a really great time with her.
apart from the- scaring me a few times while i am choosing the songs from the monitor.
if i got heart attack...haha. Choy!
LOL~
DEAR Bernice,
pls dun do that again next time.. I am old.
cant tahan the scare. got heart attack.

~LOL

then she went for for her ballet teaching at JW.
while i go walk walk at JP for 30 mins b4 i went to meet my primary school friends at lakeside.
had dinner with them at a vegetarian shop near our house.
table number/ rather it is actually a numbertag for our food.
its number 20 .. AGAIN.
didnt know got that shop till just now.
nice food there.
after dinner we sat at the park to chat for awhile b4 we took the bus home.

happy to be meeting up with primary school friend after such a long long time.

aprt from the above,
i realise my day is link with number 20.
and 20 is my birthdate. not this mth though.
but my birthday is 20 sept - 20 09.
and this year is 2009.
my friend say must but 4D.
haha

thats bascially my day.

heard from weiting there is a jurong spring promo to kbox on 25th july .9-2pm
will find out more from her and look forward to the next kbox session.
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photos from KTV

Utada Hikaru - "Come Back To Me"

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Love her -
First Love _ Majo no Jouken
Flavor of Life_Hana Yori Dango
Distance
Can You Keep a Secret_Hero
Prisoner of Love_Last Friends
Eternally_Innocent Love

and now her - Come Back to Me

She is really a talent.
Love her voice, Love her music.

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